Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |

Love ends, love begins..Might be love for yourself or might be for someone. When you are the one on the other side of the relationship and you are the one left behind, to let go is suicide, to forget was beyond impossible, for some, even to forgive was quite difficult. Ask me about it =D.
But lately i realized that love no matter how great cannot justify the truth, it cant erase the past, love no matter how godly, cannot predict the future. And its but smart to see love as real as it can be. For when you love, you want it happen, not just some fancy. True Love never fade, but love does.
To be honest, its quite sad that i have to learn things the hard way. But i guess its better than not learning at all and be remained trapped in the past i so long to remain existing. "Moving on" have always been one of the most pathetic phrase i believe to be hypocritic in nature. And yet i held on to that until i was out of misery. I was in denial. Was.. It was the past.
Believe me when i say that loosing someone is not as hard. well atleast you experienced being loved..only that, love has to end.
Whats more painful is when love begins, but loving is one sided, although Love is not selfish and true love does not ask for anything in return, some love just needs to be reciprocated. Thats when broken heart begins, even before love happens. Its so depressing to love someone who don't even see your existence or who dont even feel the same. Love spillage, its a waste.. But it is one challenge to get some affection back the least to get a nice good friendship. To make it or break it, they said.. But its all on you. It might be just my illusion or just some weird need to feel important, well ive been through both sides of breakups.. and now im in the middle i know where i want to go but i cant, being prevented by the thought that he sees me only just like a sweet loving friend.
Feels quite the same. But different at the same time. Summary: It Hurts.


Anicca said...

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ~Author Unknown

In time there will be healing.